Though these Changes have made me a "better person," they've also made me Fat.
I know, I know-
I still "fit" into the same clothes and "look exactly the same" but you guys don't understand. My legs sometimes like, touch together now, I can't see my ribcage through my clothing and sitting on hard surfaces feels soft.
Though I'm suffering from a "Girl-Interrupted" kind of self-loathing, I don't want to fall into an abyss of substance abuse and/or anorexia [again], so I'm just trying to "Keep My [Double] Chin Up."
Here's how to deal with like, being Kind of Fat:
More is More.
Wear so much that it draws attention away from any other part of your body. If that doesn't work, use your makeup to draw on muscle definition and protruding bones.
Only wear synthetic stretchy fabric and never, ever wear belts (do you want to see how many less holes you're using? May as well watch the last scene of "Lost in Translation" over and over again until you drown in your own tears).
Obviously only high heels will help.
Unfortunately I'm still suffering Premature Handicapped Knee Syndrome so they aren't an option.
(It is true that all terrible things happen to a person all at once at the worst time).
I'm just trying to not wear shoes, as that's an excuse to stay inside and not see anybody.
Stay positive and remember that if you can lie to yourself, you've already won half of the battle.